To Kill a Mockingbird
This compelling video series chronicles the profound journey of Black and Brown actors performing in the acclaimed West End production of To Kill a Mockingbird at London's Gielgud Theatre. Under the direction of Bartlett Sher and adapted by Aaron Sorkin, this production brought Harper Lee's Pulitzer Prize-winning novel to life, earning critical acclaim and multiple Olivier Award nominations.
Amidst the backdrop of this prestigious staging, the actors engaged in weekly therapy sessions led by psychotherapist Charmaine McCaulay of Kokoro Therapy. These sessions provided a sanctuary for the cast to navigate the emotional complexities of portraying racially charged narratives, confronting microaggressions, and maintaining personal integrity in a predominantly white industry.
Through candid discussions, the series delves into themes of racial identity, emotional resilience, and the pursuit of one's "true north"—a metaphor for staying aligned with one's authentic self. The actors share insights on managing the psychological toll of their roles, the impact of audience reactions, and the importance of community support in fostering healing and empowerment.
Ultimately, this series not only highlights the transformative power of culturally attuned mental health support but also serves as a testament to the resilience and artistry of these performers. It stands as a call to action for the theatre industry to prioritize mental well-being and create inclusive spaces where all artists can thrive.
Part 1
Healing in Unity: Black & Brown Cast Members of To Kill a Mockingbird Speak Out
In this emotional and empowering video, Black and Brown members of the To Kill a Mockingbird cast reflect on their transformative experience in therapeutic sessions led by Charmaine McCauley of Kokoro Therapy. These sessions created a safe, judgment-free space to process systemic racism, unconscious bias, and the emotional weight of performing in predominantly white spaces. From building community to embracing vulnerability, the cast share how this journey helped them show up with confidence, assert their identities, and form bonds that transcend the stage.
Part 2
When Laughter Hurts: Actors Reflect on Performing Racial Injustice for Predominantly White Audiences
In this powerful roundtable, actors and Charmaine explore the painful disconnect between the emotional depth of Tom Robinson’s story and audience reactions—particularly the inappropriate laughter that shields discomfort rather than fostering empathy. From the emotional toll on performers to the resilience found in authenticity and peer connection, this discussion dives into the complexities of performing racially charged narratives for audiences not always ready to listen.
part 3
Finding Your True North: A Journey of Identity, Courage & Authenticity
In this heartfelt conversation, artists reflect on the power of listening to their inner compass—true north—to navigate racial identity, injustice, and self-doubt in predominantly white spaces. Through body awareness, vocal shifts, and emotional cues, they reveal how authenticity becomes a tool for resistance, healing, and empowerment. From confronting microaggressions to overcoming imposter syndrome, this discussion honors the courage it takes to stay aligned with your values and speak your truth—especially when the world tries to silence it.
Part 4
Whose Anger Is It? Navigating Emotional Boundaries in Hostile Spaces
In this revealing dialogue, Black and Brown performers unpack the emotional weight of working in racially and psychologically charged environments. With insights from Jude and Tiwai, the group explores projective identification—how others’ anger and self-loathing are often unconsciously projected onto them. Through self-awareness, therapy, and conscious boundary-setting, they learn to separate their own emotions from toxic projections. This conversation is a powerful reminder of the importance of protecting one’s peace, trusting one’s true north, and not carrying what was never yours to begin with.
Part 5
More Than Rehearsal: How Group Therapy Is Transforming Theater from the Inside Out
In this intimate discussion, actors reflect on the profound impact of attending weekly therapy sessions led by a Black woman therapist. For over a year and a half, these sessions have created a safe, non-judgmental space where emotional burdens can be unpacked—offering much-needed relief in an industry that often expects performers to “leave it all at the door.” From boosting performance quality to building real community, the group shares how culturally attuned mental health care is not only healing but essential. This conversation is a powerful call for theater companies to recognize therapy as core to creative sustainability.